The title of this article is not about that inner spirit of man that drives our passion, desires and need to accomplish and succeed, but it is about that fist-sized muscle in our chest, beating 100 times per minute and driving rich oxygenated blood to our brain, internal organs and extremities. How many times do we take for granted this amazing perpetual pump that channels life through our veins that allow us to enjoy our wonderful sport of spearfishing?
The winter of 2010 was the coldest I can remember, and the summer that followed seemed to be hottest I could remember. I was having a tough time adjusting to the heat and assumed that at 56 years old I needed to face reality and attribute it to my age. For some reason my mind would not allow my thoughts and negative thinking to use age as an excuse. After all I was 6 feet 3 inches, in good shape and not overweight at 215 pounds. I walked or rode my bike often, actively worked outside in my construction business, spearfished, swam and for my age was still very active. My blood pressure was perfect, and my cholesterol was not abnormally high. The only problem with that thinking was that my body was telling me something else. Almost every day by 2 p.m., I was exhausted and had an excruciating headache. Always my prognosis: it was just the heat, and my sinuses were acting up because of pollen. Besides two months ago, I was free diving 70 feet off the Jupiter Loran tower with Brian Lee and Josh Larsen, two of the best free dive spearos I know and spear fishing almost every weekend with no problems. That recurring burning feeling and tightness in my chest was obviously just excess gas.
Well, after a long, hot, busy summer, it was time to go spearfishing one more time before my Florida Keys vacation. The seas were 3 to 4 feet as we pounded our way out to the Sand Pile 3 and a half miles east of the St Lucie Inlet. Viz was top to bottom in 40 feet of salt water (fsw) with a hard north tide. It was a good day to be under the water with plenty of fish. A 20-pound cuda was an easy shot as soon as I hit the water. While swimming back to the boat against the tide and fighting the cuda, I felt a sharp pain in my left chest, became light headed and saw stars for a second. Back on the boat it hurt to breathe, and all I could think of was what a bad time to pull a chest muscle. I did not dive the rest of the day, I just captained the boat for my dive partners and let them spearfish. I was leaving for the Keys in a week, and I figured that would give enough time for my so-called “pulled chest muscle” to heal.
By now, I’m sure you are starting to get the idea of where I am heading with this article, but there is plenty more to come.
The first week in the Keys was great with clear water, calm seas and plenty of fish. No real problems spearing fish in 25 to 40 fsw other than all the issues mentioned above. Our second week started with bad weather and a few days of sitting at the dock. Not bad, I thought, as it would give me a few days to rest up. Three days later I was tired and ready to head home. That burning and tightness in my chest just would not go away no matter how many Tums, Alka-Seltzer or Pepcid I took.
My wife wanted to stop and have lunch even though I had no appetite, but at this point, I gave in and thought maybe eating something would help. One hour from home, the pain in my chest was getting worse, and all I tasted was a crispy fried chicken sandwich. Must have been bad chicken, I assumed, and thought I was about to get sick. When finally home, all I wanted to do was go lay on the couch. Unpacking the boat and truck would just have to wait, but the more I laid there the more my chest hurt.
Within 30 minutes, the pain was so severe that I could barely move. The sweat started pouring out of me like a water hose, and when my arms started to tremble uncontrollably, I finally realized that this was not heart burn or food poisoning. There was no big tough macho man image to maintain at this point, and through the pain I yelled at my wife who was upstairs to call 911. She did not believe me at first, but once downstairs with one look at my ghost pale, sweaty and trembling body, the game was on. It was a 10-minute drive to the closest hospital, and we figured we could make it quicker than calling an ambulance. While in the ER, it was obvious that I was having a full-blown heart attack, and once halfway stable, I was loaded into an ambulance for the 5-mile ride to the Martin Memorial Cath Lab. God was really smiling on me as Dr. Mac and his team were waiting on me ready to do what had to be done. All I can say is what a well-oiled machine that team was. Two hours and three stints later, I was wheeled out of the operating room feeling pretty good from the twilight anaesthesia with 16 of my family members in the waiting room. It was very comforting to me and gracious of the nurses and Dr. Mac to let all of them see me before going into ICU for the night.
It wasn’t until I woke up several hours later that I realized the magnitude of what just happened. One artery had been 100-percent blocked by a blood clot, and two more were more than 95-percent blocked with plaque. Two days later, I was home with plenty of time to think for a couple weeks. The mental recovery was far more difficult than the physical recovery. I became angry, depressed and embarrassed that I could have a heart attack when there were so many out of shape, over-eaters my age trucking right along in life. Six weeks after my attack and after several more tests and doctor visits, I have become much more aware of what happened. I cannot discuss it intelligently in medical terms, so I have attempted to write about it in words most people can associate with. I told the doctor that I was very upset and depressed that I had a heart attack when so many men I knew were overweight and out of shape. He reassured me that I made it back from “the edge” because I was in such good shape, and those men I was mad at were the ones who usually don’t make it. That answer really hit home and made me realize that God had given me a tremendous opportunity. What if my heart attack had happened 3 or 4 miles offshore in rough seas? If that were the case then I probably would not be here to write this article.
Did I fail to mention that my father died at 48 years old from a massive heart attack? This along with all of the physical problems mentioned earlier was just a prerequisite to the path I was on. I was always told that genes were a big part in whether you would have heart problems or not but I figured that once I lived past 48, I would be home free.
As you read this article you are either thinking what a dummy I am or what a dummy you may be. I don’t care if you free dive 5 feet or 105 feet, if you’re 15 years old or 70, have bad genes or good, are in shape or out, listen to your body. Please do not be afraid to mar your macho spearfishing image by going to the doctor for a check-up or for an unusual pain. There have been many articles written about your heart and scuba diving but very few, if any, I can find on the effects of free diving. I lived to dive another day, and I hope this article will start a new awareness of a divers heart so that you also will live to dive another day. Oh and one last remark, CALL 911; don’t drive.
Kim Wojcieszak
Team RealSea